05.22.2019

Ten years ago,a young girl fell in love with a young man.

It was an inevitable circumstance. They worked closely together in the school publication and shared not only experiences, but also memories which were etched deeply in her heart over time.

But one day, the young man left and died unexpectedly. She was left to remember all the beautiful but, saddening memories they made and shared together.

She thought she would never love again. True enough, opening her heart to another man became a challenge in the early years of his demise. 

She struggled with moving on, forgiving herself and praying for healing which she constantly asked from God.

This blog was created to let go of all that pain, sorrow and inconsolable tears. She has finally recovered from his early demise. But, the letters on this blog will be used to resurrect and embed the memory of the man she loved during her youth. 

In the next few days, this account will be filled with all the written journal entries she had created exclusively for him. 

I know you, Conrad, will never be able to read them in this lifetime. But, when my time comes, maybe we can sit together and talk about all these things which will be placed in this blog.

I still miss you. But, I am now sincerely in love with somebody else. 

So, let this current post be my way of saying goodbye and bidding hello to the current love that I am planning to chase from now on.